How Did You Come Out? Instinct Writers Share Their Coming Out Stories.

October 11th is National Coming Out Day, a day of recognition, awareness and celebration of the act of publicly and privately coming out as member of the LBTGTQ+ community. As a means of activism and advocacy, the holiday also serves to fight homophobia, transphobia, and other social stigmas associated with the LGBTQ+ community.

When we post a coming out story of an actor, sports personality, or star, there are 4 comments that are the most popular

  1. Who? – This just shows that someone doesn’t know how to Google or even read the post in the first place.
  2. Congrats! – Yes, congrats are in order for taking that step and being true to yourself.
  3. I can’t wait until people don’t have to come out anymore! – Yes, we agree, but even though it is 2019, coming out is still a step that many need to make. 
  4. Why can’t you report on normal people coming out. Why is it just stars? – Well, that’s a good point!

To address the 4th point, I thought it would be interesting to ask our contributing writers about their coming out and have them share their stories with our readers. So to pregame for October 11th, tomorrow, National Coming Out Day, here are some of those stories.  Can you relate? 


Corey Andrew – I Was Never Really In

When I look back on when I “came out,” it’s a bit of a blur because, apparently, I really was never in. I was lucky in some ways that my mother wanted me to have all the opportunities she did not, so she encouraged me to participate in the arts and sports. I was terrible in sports, though I loved the matching uniforms and accessorizing fabulous leather belts and watches to coordinate with my brown catcher’s mitt. That should have been a gay giveaway right there.
 
I guess I always knew I was gay since I was 5, but of course, there’s no sexual context at that age. I just knew something was different. Luckily my reputation as a song and dance man gained me friends who were accepting of my so-called flamboyance, even in a town that could often be close-minded to those who were different. 

By Junior High School, though, I was so lucky to have an army of badass girls I had grown up with who were like dear sisters to me, and I felt ultimately these would be the first people ever I would come out to. 
 
Finally, around the 8th grade, it was time for me to articulate to these friends the truth about who I really was. I began with Karen, my funny classmate who could make me laugh like no other, and Nicole, a gorgeous girl who reminded me of Vanessa Williams. Karen came from a religious -Baptist family, and though she seemed like she’d be totally accepting, when “God” is in the mix, you never know how it’s gonna go. 

Still, I mustered up the courage at lunchtime, and I said to her, “Karen, there’s something I have to tell you …. (dramatic pause) I’m gay,” to which she replied, “IT’S ABOUT TIME! BOY, I ALREADY KNEW!  

Nicole’s response was nearly verbatim the same as Karen’s, and that response would be echoed by everyone I’d tell after that. That’s why I began this story with the reflection that at the time, I may have thought I was “coming out,” but it’s funny mostly everyone confirmed they already knew anyway, I had only provided the confirmation. Worst kept secret EVER!

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Mickey Keating – Coming Out More Than Once

I feel like I have a few different versions of coming out stories. I mean, it’s pretty common that we all come out more than once. 

Essentially, I didn’t really have to come out…since I was living in a glass closet. I was born with a flamboyancy that could be seen far and wide. I’m a Millennial who grew up during the era of AOL instant messenger, so my first solace and comfort of being myself was the internet. First I started off catfishing, even though I was seven-years-old and too young to even know what that would be. I pretended to be a female online and would talk to who I thought were boys. Eventually I discovered the AOL M4M chatrooms and I’d have my first online boyfriend, who was really just someone for me to talk to everyday after school. Ahh, the days of innocence… right? Eventually I would gain enough confidence through my online buddies to come out at the age of fourteen, my Freshman year of high school, publicly to my peers. No one was surprised, and when I think back to it, I think it made them like me even more. I’d go on to become Homecoming King Senior year of high school. Thinking back to the person I first, formerly came out to – was an incredible liberal, Jewish feminist. I would eventually meet her boyfriend years later and date him for five years… I’m still confused how that happened.
 
Freshman year is a great time for anyone to get a restart. I came out to my peers in high school and would come out to my family in college… after I left the nest. Except, I technically didn’t get to come out to them on my own. I was outed by a gay boy I shared a class with… what are the odds he was working at the same restaurant as my mother and told her he saw me at a party kissing other boys. While I was finally excited to get it off my of chest, my mother was blind of my sexuality likely by choice. We wouldn’t talk for over two years until we sought counseling. We still struggle, but I believe we are stronger than ever and words + feelings of the past remain there.
 
My favorite coming out story of myself is when I finally was able to come out as my gay identity. Feeling abandoned by family, I was comforted by my LGBTQ friends I’d made in my late teens. Being adopted into a new family and forgiving the pains of my past, I changed my name, felt more confident than ever, and was blessed by refusing to be anyone but myself stepping forward. Coming out as me, the gay man I am today, is what empowers me. I couldn’t have done that without coming out a few times over.

Devin Randall – Drowning in Anxiety and Fear

For me, I got lucky. My coming out was met with overall approval and acceptance. When I was around 14, I first came out to two friends. I had just recently moved, so I told them over text. I felt this weight in my chest and I still remember drowning in anxiety and fear. Arm hairs extended, breath racing, and tears welling. It was one of the most vulnerable moments of my life.

After that, I came out online. I had seen a former classmate come out as a lesbian, so I thought, “Why not do that?” So I wrote something like, “I’m gay” on Facebook. Minutes later, my mother came into my room and asked, “Does that mean I can hook you up with cute boys?” (Still waiting on that, mom).

Most of my old friends took it in stride such as saying, “I knew it.” But my cousins and close family members were weirded out by the public announcement. My aunt, who’s out herself, even took me aside to say that’s not the way to do it. This was in the late 2000s, so coming out wasn’t as every day and showy as it is now. While I was put off at the time, I now understand where they were coming from. But I don’t regret it. I cringe a little, but I don’t regret it.


Steve Hinkle – He Just Can’t Sleep Over

I’ve known that I was attracted to the same sex ever since I was a young boy. Growing up, I developed a few innocent crushes here and there and they were never with the girls in my class, but instead with some of the boys. I never really thought that that was strange so it didn’t faze me when I found out that I was gay.
 
My discovery came about in seventh grade when I had my first boyfriend. Middle school relationships rarely ever amount to anything so of course this didn’t last but it was an important step in my life to discover who I am. 
 
 
The day after I started dating my first boyfriend I called my mom and said “Mom, I’m dating Damien. I hope you don’t have a problem with that.” Her response? “I kind of figured that you were. That’s fine, he just can’t sleep over.” I’ve been out and proud ever since and I am very lucky to have such a supportive family.


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